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Aug. 8th, 2010

I was a flight risk, afraid of fallin'



1. Would you date someone who smokes?
eh not if they smoked all the time. just like when they drank cuz i still smoke when i drink haha.

2. Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
No.

3. Would you date the same sex?
obvi

4. Whats your biggest turn off?
Liars and Ignorance

5. Whats your biggest turn on, physically?
nice smile and eyes

6. Where would you go on the first date?
i really like drinking wine by the water haha

7. Most hurtful relationship?
yea lets not go there haha

8. Ever regretted breaking up with someone?
nope

9. Have you ever dated someone more than once?
yea

10. Do you miss any of your exes?
eh

11. Whats your biggest turn on, NOT physically?
Chemistry. and kindness

12. Are you single now?
yes


14. Last time you got flowers?
idr

15. Are you ready to get into a serious relationship right now?
sure

16. Do you like cuddling?
yes

17. Do you hold grudges?
nah

18. Do you regret dating anyone?
i would like to say i dont regret anything but i kinda do

19. Hugs or kisses?
both

20. Missing someone?
always

21. Most important lesson you have learned from dating?
dont let someone take everything from you. if it ends you will be left with nothing

22. What does it take to get you on a date?
Asking me out. lol

23. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
if im in a relationship i want to be with then im happier

24. Whats the most important thing in a relationship?
Trust. laughter. love

25. What would make you break up with someone...no questions asked?
Cheating.

26. Have you ever loved someone who did not love you back?
yes

30. Do you consider yourself shy?
with girls i like yes. with other people no. i talk way too much lol

31. Would you rather date someone who was SUPER-hot or someone who was SUPER-
nice?
both? lol no super nice but they cant be like obese lol

32. If someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?
def not

33. Have you ever been ashamed of anyone you were dating?
yes

34. Do you currently want to date?
sure

36. Would you ever date anyone your parents disapproved of?
yea idc lol

37. Do you stay friends with the people you date?
only one

40. Do you kiss on the 1st date?
When it happens, it happens.

41. Would you date someone A LOT older or younger than you?
eh prob not

42. Have you ever been lied to?
obvi

43. Ever been cheated on?
yes

44. Do you think the word love is overused?
yea

45. Ever been called a whore?
yea

Aug. 7th, 2010

ab



Eight years is a long time to be in a bad relationship. Everytime i think I'm ok and can walk away, something brings me back. It's like the one thing that keeps me connected to my past. It's the one thing I used to be good at. I wish I had the courage to walk away for good.

Aug. 3rd, 2010

perks

"One day can change your life. One day can ruin your life. All life is is three or four big days that change everything."





(no subject)

I'm starting to feel like as I get older that maybe our dreams don't come true. Maybe we wouldn't even want them if they did.  I feel like I've made so many bad choices in my life. Especially since high school. Maybe all it takes is one really bad decision to fall from grace and then you don't realize when all the other one slink in afterward. I don't even remember who I used to be.

Jul. 24th, 2010

obese

i don't know how it got so bad. no one told me. no one understands. everyone gets mad at me. diet starts today.

breathe


My whole life, I've wanted to feel comfortable in my skin.
It's the most liberating thing in the world.
Drew Berrymore



Something’s on it’s way to me, it’s gonna smash my guts to the wall
But I don’t mind, cause I think it’s time to be looking at the truth of it all
Lost as I’ve ever been, and moving my heart to my skin
I’m killing the girl that hated the world, and I’m being what I’ve never been




What will I become if I’m now one of those on the run?
What will I be if I’m suddenly free of this gun I carry for fun?
What will I become if I’m now one of those on the run?
What will I be if I’m suddenly free of this gun I carry for fun?



As the Dawn delivers the day
I will still be awake
Packing all my anger away in a bag
That I will drive into a lake

-Monet Mazur



"When I was a kid, I thought I was. I can't believe I'm crying already. Sometimes I think people don't understand how lonely it is to be a kid, like you don't matter. So, I'm eight, and I have these toys, these dolls. My favorite is this ugly girl doll who I call Clementine, and I keep yelling at her, "You can't be ugly! Be pretty!" It's weird, like if I can transform her, I would magically change, too."


Jul. 23rd, 2010

cigarettes and coffee


"I’ve waited long enough. When I was growing up, every birthday I’d make a wish that you’d come and find me. And I’d fix up my hair and put on a special dress and think if I was just pretty enough, if I was just good enough, that any minute you’d walk in and tell me you loved me. But you never did. And I spent most of my life thinking that something was missing. And now, here I am, in the most beautiful dress I could ever imagine - and you know what I’ve realized? There is no part missing - there’s just me, and that’s enough."
--What a Girl Wants

I'm the type of person who believes that everything happens for a reason and at the time that it's supposed to.
-Amanda Bynes



People say that you're going the wrong way when it's simply a way of your own.
--Angelina Jolie



i won't sleep another day.
i dont really need to anyway.
whats the point when my dreams are infected with words you used to say?
-spill canvas- all hail the heartbreaker



This is your life
give it a happy ending.




"I don't know if i lost myself or if I am just growing into the person I am meant to be"




I love you a million red M&M's




love is. it just is and nothing you can say
can make it go away because it is the point
of why we are here, it is the highest point
and once you are up there, looking down
on everyone else, you're there forever.
because if you move, right? you fall. you fall.






i
want all of you. forever. you and me. everyday




(no subject)


I believe that two people are connected at heart. & it doesn't
matter what you do, or who you are, or where you live. There are
no boundaries or barriers if two people are destined to be together.
- Julia Roberts







(no subject)

“And happiness in the face of horrible is not the goal. Feeling the horrible stuff and knowing that you’re not gonna die from the feelings? That’s the goal.”
-Grey's Anatomy



Most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you’ll get everything you wish for. Maybe you’ll get more than you ever could have imagined.

--One Tree Hill

It's no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then. – Alice in Wonderland

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